once again

ahh!!!!

once again.

i slipped into confusion.

wat am i thinking?

i know nobody can help.

i dun wish to try n kill myself again.

wat exactly am i thinking anyway?

first its him.

den him.

now him.

i dunno le lahs.

y i get so pissed cos he ask me go home?

wat am i thinking?

y i so pissed when he talks bout him.

who do i care more?

now with him doing tat.

wat am i to do?

accept.

wait.

go for it n get hurt?

really need help.

but i doubt there is anyone...

tat can understand wat i'm going thru'

i think if i tell someone.

they either have their own prob.

or they dun wan listen.

or they think i'm flirtatious.

but u are not me.

u wont understand wat i'm thinking.

i jus wish there's some way out.

hope i get out of confusion soon.

n stop clinging to this kind of stuff.

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