missing.pain still there.

today went out with sarah, ky, chris, eric and sky.

had lunch at yoshinoya.

went pool after lunch.

den dunno why was emo-ing.

loLs. thinking of him again...

cant seem to forget him.

missing him sia.

wished we never seperated.

but chances of getting back = 0%

cos i dun think he would come back to me even if i want.

k. so played pool. was enjoying myself.

for a moment only.

den i went back to emo-ing.

loLs. den went shopping after eric and sky left.

walked around bugis street.

den went to sit down and eat at mac.

tired le. so rest.

den met up with joel after chris left.

went to office find them.

so dulan sia.

first thing is kena uncle sam shoot.

say i fat liao den keep suaning me.

den was yunhao wanting to slap ky.

threw our bags on floor when we went toilet.

after was sam shooting me .

say i lead the girls wear short skirts.

one shorter than the other.

i treat them like my own family le lor.

den they like tat shoot me lahs.

fine! dun wish i would go back there le.

never ever man!

i also know u all dun wan me there de.

idiot bunch of freaks.

dun talk bout them le.

den went to find ky "da ge".

den he asked us wan go pub not.

but i scared anything might happen.

so rejected. wait after 'O's mx bring us. hahs.

went to eat mac again after meeting "da ge".

gonna be fat soon. hahs.

actually already very fat le.

maybe starving myself again ba.

so chatted in mac for some time.

went home around 10.30pm.

was emo-ing when alone in mrt.

almost cried when in bus heading home.

cos thinking bout the sweet days we spent together.

and the very sweet things we did together.

plus the warmth he ever gave me.

with all these to think about.

time really flies.

tears also welled up.

wanted to cry.

but told myself...

tears also cant bring him back le.

so no use crying.

now here blogging.

below are some photos taken today:

early in the morning
posing for the camera
bored in fusion
bored waiting for train

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