emo.. emo..

you know wat?
i just feel like crying all out.
been hiding for a month plus le..
but i still feel so pain.
everytime i feel like crying i stop myself.
you know how pain is tat?
i just wan to cry..
dun ask me why.
i just wanna cry.
hais..
i dunno wat i'm doing to myself.
i really feel liike giving everything up.
just rot at home do nth.
i so hardworking for wat..
i so flirt for wat.
its not me..
can i borrow a space so i can cry all i want?
cry as loud as i wan.
nobody bother me.
i crying silently now.
very pain..
very very pain..
bottle this time too full le.
cant contain anymore.
everyday force myself so happy.
super tired le still wan act energetic.
every night need to make myself so tired den sleep.
wat am i doing?
i so hardworking go study go work.
wan help my family wan help my own future..
but i see no future.
i'm so tired..
i very pain..
i just wanna rot le.
can?
hais..
let me cry..
but i no choice.
let me continue hardworking bei.
i need to jiayou jiayou zai jiayou.. ^^
*smile*
okayys.. bottle not overflowing le.
glad i stopped it.
shall change a bigger bottle soon.. =p
nights!