going CRAZY~

mind is in a whirl. thinking of this n that. him. studies. friends. exams. wa~ too many things to take care of but maybe i'm jus thinking too much. i need to concentrate on studying n exams now n maybe after tat i can think bout him but every weekday i see him n i cant stop thinking with him around me. kat! stop thinking bout him. tats wat i would tell myself but, can i really do it? as i have said, "studies first, others later. tats wat i say not wat i do" i really cant stop thinking bout him.i dunno wats infatuation but i do noe wat i want n wat are my feelings. its not tat simple to explain. but i noe my feelings for him are truthful. i cant seperate him with his galfren i'm not tat kind of ppl. but i only wish tat he knows. i've always been waiting for ppl and i wish one day... someone would be waiting for me. waiting...