HIM again

still thinking of him but not sure bout my feelings le. i thinking bout ahem also n will unhappy if he never reply my sms n feel lonely n pissed off too. den when i think of him i feel better but like he very far lehs i cant seem to grab hold of him like tat. *sigh* i noe him n me no future but i dunno lehs i always sink into no future de single way love or issit like. i dunno lahs. but if really got chance. maybe after my next year 'O' levels if i still like him den i tell him den at least wont so embarrassing if tell him now. yupps so still really confused. ai ya think think think. just wish someone love me truely so i can forget all of them. i really wish to be committed in a relationship. see many of my fwens experienced le n some still in it looking so sweet makes me really lonely n sad. dun think le la i think if i keep thinking i really will cant stand it n cry man. but dunno why just feel like crying lor. end here ba or else really cry le.
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